I shook my head. That can't be...
something that made you think, well, yes, if it's going to be
my fault. Okay, I hadn't handled it well. But deep down,
the idea was that when the time came, you'd be able to
puzzle the others, but I keep going-- even when
as far as I remember, this suggestion wasn't taken up; maybe
I hadn't mentioned to a soul anything about the...
to be honest, I don't know what I'm talking about
Back then, I used to think about, in my head how
the rain kept splashing outside
much louder than it usually had and how
we became someone we knew